Thursday, 9 October 2014

Aaarggh!!!! Big Fear in the Big Apple

This past few weeks I've been so conflicted.
Do we or don't we head off to New York City just me & Lee for a few days. Its something we have wanted to do for years but with the kids its never really been an option before but now we can finally say we can afford to go and have our little honeymoon 8 years after the wedding but with the vow renewal coming up nows a good time to go, right!
My only issue is that I'm petrified to fly to New York its a fear I've had since the 9/11 tragedy and i know the planes have flown there so many times since but that fear of something happening to both Me & Lee and leaving the kids alone is overwhelming me...So what do i do?
Im a BIG worrier thats my flaw but this really is something I've wanted for sooo long I can't tell you how long but what do I do? Do I book a trip to the Big Apple NYC and take a risk or do i stay at home with the kids where I know I'm safe and where I know they have me completly I've gone back & forth with this for weeks I've even gotten onto the booking page but something always stops me.
What would you do??


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